hi future husband

umm so yeah...suffice it to say that things in nashville are less than 100% peachy. but i've already vented that, and this blog has too many angsty posts already, so i'm going to address another topic. i have found my future husband. he is beautiful. and ok, so if you don't want people to find things out about you, don't put it on the internet, right?? so i feel totally ok admitting i minorly facebook-stalked him (which i am frequently guilty of), which lead to twitter-stalking him. pretty sure if the next time i worked this boy came in with a ring for me and proposed i would say yes. totally for realsies. he has a tattoo, loves jesus, reads donald miller, likes coffee, likes good music, and again i reiterate - is beautiful. i totally call dibs on him. now if only i was adept at wooing...... :p

confession

i still cry every time i hang up the phone after talking to one of my parents.
i miss them a lot.
i don't think that's ever going to change.
and i don't know if i want it to.
in fact, i'm afraid to let it change, for fear of losing the relationships with them that have grown deeper recently.
i love you.

please take a long hard look through your text book, cuz i'm history

i'm freaking moving. this minnesota thing is just not working out. i want it to. but its not. so i think i'm gonnna go do the nashville thing again. it's the only thing that seems like a good option right now. i just need the guts to do it now. i am not a girl of action.