i've jumped ship

and joined tumblr. its where all the hipsters are. victim of the scene.

*edit*
bee tee dubz...you can follow the slow degradation of my identity at terrasaurus.tumblr.com

i love shaleah

you could send me a chicken hand!
did you know george washington was the first president?

giving this a shot...

do your feet hurt?

wasn't that the title of an mxpx song? i know it was at least a line in it. anyways, the answer is "yes, a little, but less than they did before." :) i still don't exactly have my "working feet" built up yet, but its getting better. largely due to my new socks. it's the little things in life that make you just that extra little bit of happy. work is going well though. i am very happy to be splitting my time between opening and closing. closing definitely has its perks. :) and i'm also noticing that there seems to be a higher concentration of quality people working there now. not to put down anyone who worked there before, but the attitude seems to have changed a little. which is cool. sidenote - a decent number of people that i've gotten to talk to seem to be at least moderately solid christians. hmmm....an attempt to hire quality employees brings about a higher concentration of christian people employed there. coincidence? i think not. :) i guess it's just one more little way of being a light to the world. in this case, our superiors. hopefully our good work ethic will be given notice and we'll be able to give props to God for it. that would be sweet to be able to witness to some of the higher-ups. i definitely still need to work on my boldness though. and not using the word definitely quite so often.

hi future husband

umm so yeah...suffice it to say that things in nashville are less than 100% peachy. but i've already vented that, and this blog has too many angsty posts already, so i'm going to address another topic. i have found my future husband. he is beautiful. and ok, so if you don't want people to find things out about you, don't put it on the internet, right?? so i feel totally ok admitting i minorly facebook-stalked him (which i am frequently guilty of), which lead to twitter-stalking him. pretty sure if the next time i worked this boy came in with a ring for me and proposed i would say yes. totally for realsies. he has a tattoo, loves jesus, reads donald miller, likes coffee, likes good music, and again i reiterate - is beautiful. i totally call dibs on him. now if only i was adept at wooing...... :p

confession

i still cry every time i hang up the phone after talking to one of my parents.
i miss them a lot.
i don't think that's ever going to change.
and i don't know if i want it to.
in fact, i'm afraid to let it change, for fear of losing the relationships with them that have grown deeper recently.
i love you.

please take a long hard look through your text book, cuz i'm history

i'm freaking moving. this minnesota thing is just not working out. i want it to. but its not. so i think i'm gonnna go do the nashville thing again. it's the only thing that seems like a good option right now. i just need the guts to do it now. i am not a girl of action.